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Lupus (Our Daily Struggle)


If I screamed , “I don’t feel like being strong today!” would it even matter?


Because I’ve been running around here trying to be Wonder Woman but I really feel like the Mad Hatter...


And now all of my thoughts are just simply... scattered...


I’m trying to accomplish a lot of things and I don’t want them to look like a circus or become a disaster...


I’m trying to work while it’s day because I don’t know what’s coming after...


This Lupus flare up is trying to take me out but you’d never know that I have Lupus because I know how to mask her...


My body and soul are sooo tired right now and it’s YOU Lord that I wanna seek after...


But I don’t have the strength right now and I wanna scream, “stop the world and let me off,” but it would only go faster!!!


I’m trying to find out, if I fell, would somebody say, “grab her?”


I know that it’s my fault that no one knows about my daily struggle with Lupus because I refuse to complain... and remember... I know how to mask her...


But for those that do know about it and others that have Lupus like I do, do you take the time to stop and ask her...?


How are you feeling today.... or do we even matter...?

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