Lupus (Our Daily Struggle)

If I screamed , “I don’t feel like being strong today!” would it even matter?

Because I’ve been running around here trying to be Wonder Woman but I really feel like the Mad Hatter...

And now all of my thoughts are just simply... scattered...

I’m trying to accomplish a lot of things and I don’t want them to look like a circus or become a disaster...

I’m trying to work while it’s day because I don’t know what’s coming after...

This Lupus flare up is trying to take me out but you’d never know that I have Lupus because I know how to mask her...

My body and soul are sooo tired right now and it’s YOU Lord that I wanna seek after...

But I don’t have the strength right now and I wanna scream, “stop the world and let me off,” but it would only go faster!!!

I’m trying to find out, if I fell, would somebody say, “grab her?”

I know that it’s my fault that no one knows about my daily struggle with Lupus because I refuse to complain... and remember... I know how to mask her...

But for those that do know about it and others that have Lupus like I do, do you take the time to stop and ask her...?

How are you feeling today.... or do we even matter...?